and once again

5 years ..
and yet another incident threatens and pains me
more than ever before.
the violence and the unrest is actually reassuring. ironical.
how do the people in the parliament live/sleep with themselves.
 how, i simply cannot comprehend. how!!!??
neither words nor actions seem to pacify
even remotely.
an alltime optimist like myself feels,there is no hope.
despite the protests and agitation,
there is no hope.
the protests only mean that conscience within some people is alive..
thats all. it leaves no hope whatsoever.
how did we get here?
and why are we taught tolerance to such an extent
that by the time we speak up it is way too late.
why are we asked to be nice,good girls
who will not raise their voices.
i hope the government does something
(not that they have so far)that will create a ray of hope.
if not, i am afraid it is the end of the world
 and the 20/12 prophecy was correct
we are doomed